The Black Horseman and the Injured Insight

Written by Todd Megee with assistance from AI. The writing and organization were aided by artificial intelligence, but the events, conversations, memories, observations, and interpretations described are based on true experiences as I remember them.

Lately, I have been thinking about reality as a form of holographic gravitational lensing.

Not as a machine that predicts the future, but as a process through which old light arrives carrying new meaning.

A recent sequence of events has left me wondering whether some experiences are less about what happens and more about when we finally see them.

What makes the sequence even stranger to me is that it all unfolded on the birthday of Donald Trump—a figure I sometimes jokingly refer to as the “Orange Singularity.” Whether that timing is meaningful or merely coincidental, I cannot ignore how tightly it seems woven into my memory of the day.

The sequence began while I was picking up medication for my mother.

The pharmacist helping me was named Lamb.

At first, I simply smiled at the biblical connection. It seemed fitting given the themes that have been appearing in my life lately. Only afterward did I notice that both prescriptions contained the number 777.

Immediately after leaving the pharmacy, I ran into Todd.

Normally, conversations between Todd and Todd are a little awkward. There is something inherently strange about introducing yourself to someone who shares your name. This time, however, Todd was cheerful, relaxed, and easy to talk to.

During our conversation, I shared a story about a set of $20 bills I once had that contained 777s in its serial number in sequence. I talked about story of people hitting jackpots after validating the serialized 777 bills at the Golden Nugget.

At the time, it felt like an ordinary conversation.

Only later did it begin to feel connected to everything else.

Around that same period, I noticed a purple vehicle whose message centered around love. It was one of those seemingly insignificant moments that lingered in memory long after it should have disappeared.

Then another memory surfaced.

Not a recent one.

An old one.

As a teenager, I knew a man my age who lived about a mile from where I lived. During those years, I remembered seeing him riding a horse. The memory remained dormant for decades.

Recently, however, it returned with new symbolism attached to it.

In my mind, the image became associated with the Black Horseman—the rider carrying scales, representing measurement, value, scarcity, and the weighing of things.

What struck me was the contrast between the symbols.

The Black Horseman asks what is lacking.

The 777s ask what has already been provided.

One points toward scarcity.

The other points toward provision.

One measures.

The other reassures.

The tension between those two ideas seemed to mirror my own life.

Meanwhile, my Honda Insight sits damaged from a recent wreck.

For the past several months, rideshare driving had become a moving observation platform. Conversations, license plates, names, destinations, coincidences, and unexpected encounters flowed through my days with unusual density.

Then the accident happened.

The stream stopped.

The Insight was injured.

And I found myself searching for insight.

Even the events surrounding the accident carried symbols of their own.

Shortly before the wreck, while crossing a bridge, I noticed a gold Nissan Titan displaying the tag “KNIVES.”

After the wreck, while driving to work, I saw a vehicle with the tag “THEDON1.” It was a Toyota Sienna.

At that exact moment, I glanced at my radio and saw the artist name Sienna while a song played containing the lyric, “I Will Die on This Hill.”

That moment stayed with me.

Not because it proved anything.

But because it reflected exactly how I felt.

Whether these events are synchronicities, coincidences, psychological pattern recognition, or something else entirely, the symbolism feels internally consistent. The metaphors connect with a solidity that is difficult for me to ignore.

Perhaps none of these events mean exactly what I think they mean.

Perhaps they are simply fragments of light arriving from different moments in my life and appearing together through the lens of memory.

What I know is that the events have not changed.

The memories have not changed.

Only the observer has changed.

And sometimes revelation is not receiving new information.

Sometimes revelation is seeing old light through a different lens.

I also suspect this is only part of the story.

There are additional conversations, memories, connections, and events that seem to belong to the same pattern but have not yet revealed how they fit together. Whether they ultimately confirm, challenge, or completely reshape my understanding remains to be seen.

For now, I can only document what has been observed and follow the light as it arrives.

The lens is still moving.

The story is still unfolding.

And the final picture has not yet been revealed.

Coincidence missed.

The last week or so I’ve lagged in recognizing coincidences in real-time. I normally see lights, leaves, vehicles, and etc in real-time that is generally an exercise for me to know that a bigger coincidence may or may not come. The last week or so, haven’t been seeing them, but hours later I’ll realize that I saw a coincidence. Like just now, while writing this coincidence, I realized Inter-dimensional Orange Cat threw up on the porch. At the same time my mom was off with friends and had a low blood sugar ‘event’. She didn’t feel good at all, but Gourd, my occasionally inter-dimensional orange cat, got sick the same day and puked at the door step, of all places.

The day earlier was a very stressful day for me. I was taking a rat trap to a friendly coworker, Angel. She took down her Christmas tree and had a rat get into the house. Angel had a 5:45 PM lunch, so I stopped by June’s house for a bit. I had brought the poison with me, but didn’t load it in the trap. So I got it out of my car and sat on June’s porch and loaded it with poison. I left the rat trap together and the poison was tight in its box. I go inside to watch 2 episodes of One Mississippi while waiting for Angel to goto lunch. When I come outside, the box has all but sheet of poison. (It looks like a kitkat bar). There should have been 3 bars in it. I panicked, because June’s Black mouth  cur was outside and she was the only one with a chance to get into it. June had to have been incredible upset, but told me to leave and take the rat trap to Angel. I either killed her dog or didn’t. Nothing can be done now and Angel is likely waiting for the rat trap. I go to work to drop off the rat trap and instead of seeing Angel, I met Xavier, and we discussed the rat poison and decided  to call poison control. When I get off, I learn Angel got her lunch time wrong, so I got my badge and brought it into the building to her.

That happened on Black Friday, here it is December 3rd. The dog is doing fine. Saturday morning I took June’s dog to the vet and she got 2 shots of Vitamin K1 and Vitamin K1 meat tabs for the next few weeks by Dr June, a veterinarian I’ve never met prior . She’s not out of the woods yet. Two days after she finishes the tablets, she needs a PT Blood test. She’s doing fine and I’m glad.

Now we’re up to date on recognized coincidence. You can take it however you want to take it, but I somehow see it tied to Donald Trump (Gourd puking), Racism, because a Black Mouth Cur ingested rat poison delivered by “The Dictator”. It could make for  source material for a future book.

Saturday, December 2nd, Ginger called me while I was washing clothes and watching Wizard of Lies and told me that Alan’s boyfriend had dumped him earlier in the day and if I’d come to be with him while he’s at the bar. I’ve never met Alan before, so I didn’t think I’d be any help, so I hung up with her and went back to Wizard of Lies. Then I realized that Ginger just served me up a possible coincidence and I wanted to see it play out.

So i got ready and went to a bar nearby. Alan just broke up with his boyfriend that has an ironic name. There have been two other Alan’s in my life. One, a person like me, that lived in Michigan, but he took his route the way of the Bible. He died of an oversized heart. He helped me become comfortable with my life, so I owe him a lot of respect. While at the bar I noticed the ATM has a charity option. When I noticed the ATM was operated by Meta-Bank I decided the coincidence couldn’t get any better and in honor of Alan,. I donated $10 to the American Heart Association.

Another, a straight ex-friend of mine that I honestly feel in love with. I let that Alan live with me and take advantage of me for several years. He eventually married and moved on, before I realized how he was just a mooch that got free rent and food for a while with nothing emotional in return. I was wasting an investment.

The coincidence that happened at that bar is my winning game playing pool involved me sinking the Orange 13 Strip first. I’m a horrible pool player, balls never go where I call them to, so I was surprised when Trump’s equivalent ball in pool lined up first, then I didn’t expect to actually win that game.

The Alan that we were there with was pretty much too tired and emotionally drained so he wanted to go home. I got a bit sad, I never really got to figure out the dept of the Alan coincidence. The best I learned is he use to work with the government surveillance complex, so maybe it’s coincidental that Phantom.us is one of my most popular visitors to this site. Prior to Phantom I had DoD IP addresses show up now and then. He’s the ghost of Alans past.

Ginger, Alan, and myself were suppose to go to a bar and grill closer to Alan’s home since he was getting tired. But he didn’t show up at the second bar, too tired. I lost my chance to see how deep the coincidence went and I’m not pressuring anyone to take part in my Quantum Entanglement experiment.

Ginger and I ate at the bar and the tab came to $37.00. My boss sees the number 37 frequently throughout his life, so it made sense the night’s end tab was $37.00. We tipped out at $7 for good luck. My job playing out the coincidence was over for the night. So stopped  June”s place and checked up on her dog. She’s doing fine.

One other coincidence that was short and sweet. On my way to the first bar, I had setup Google Maps to alert Ginger when I’d be at the bar. At the end of an intersection Google’s voice said to me “Take the second right onto…. “. There is no second right, other than going into a green field, which was kinda funny.

I do want to say that I’m not exactly sure what I’m doing, but I know it’s interesting and I still hope a physicist would come forward and help me make sense of this thing that seriously does influence me. I don’t think I’m experiencing  synchronicity.

Today’s 7 year Memory on Facebook is an image of Gourd, the occasional inter-dimensional orange cat, getting bunny ears by my dad. The color blue comes up often and it’s a blue blanket being used as he prepares for winter.

Today’s 7 year memory on Facebook